Well, I haven’t posted in a long time. So I think I will.
Work has been sucky lately. But I got a $50 bonus today, just because my boss is an idiot. So, whee-haw.
I’m all alone in the house right now (well, alone as a person can be when there are 2 dogs who weigh as much as rather large children and think they should be getting attention All the time). My guy is working an overnight security job. I should be using this time to re-energize, but the only kind of energy I want is the kind that comes from sleep, not the kind that comes from quiet. My body is betraying me, I’m exhausted, but I think maybe it’s from some sort of vitamin deficiency. I don’t know.
Things are up and down with him, as usual. But also as usual, neither of us is ever willing to walk away. I want to marry him. How stupid is it to want to marry a person who doesn’t believe in marriage? Strangely enough, he has used the marriage word, made it sound like he was thinking about doing that with me (which, I believe he is Thinking about it). But as soon as he mentioned it enough that I started to get hopeful/sure of it, he did an about face. Patience was my new year’s resolution, right? That’ll be the key, I suppose. Patience, and sheer obstinance. I have the latter in spades, so we should be ok.
We went to visit my family this weekend. Well, went to visit my Dad and step-Mom, and my Mom and step-Dad came down to visit us. It was all nice enough, I suppose. It made me realize how much I’d love to take a decent amount of time off of work at some point, so it was more of a tease than a real break.
Oh, I came home to egg-shaped jello molds and 4 different kinds of jello today. He really Does care about me. And in case I didn’t figure that out from the gesture, he made sure to point out how much it proved that he does. :/ :) Doh. Oh! again. Our dating anniversary was April 1. Our first date was 4 years ago on that date. That’s a long time to put up with any one person. And in spite of everything, I don’t regret a second of it. :D